Pieces of the Puzzle

My coven sisters and I are on a journey.  Up until recently, that journey has been highly personal and separate for each us with us coming together each month to do a special ritual.  However, a path is being laid before the three of us that is no longer solitary. We are beginning to act as a Unified Force.

During our last ritual together, for the Wolf Moon, we met a spirit guide that is acting to guide our group.  She does not act as on individual's guide, but as a guide for the three of us.  Also, the night before we met for this ritual, I met another guide that has only imparted information to me that is meant to aid the three of us.  The other two have not met her, .... yet, but I feel that it is only a matter of time before they do.

There have also been a couple of strange bits of synchronicity.  I am currently doing research for a book.  In doing it, I am reading a great deal of material and have ordered many books for this purpose. My most recent splurge was seven books about the Sacred Kabbalah that I found online for 99 cents each.  Though I chose them based on subject as well as price, they appear to be fully in line with the path being laid out for us.

On the evening of our ritual, we chanted a name of G-D that was given us by a friend of Serah, for a specific result and purpose. Just a couple days after this, I received one of the books I had ordered in the mail, The 72 Names of God, where this name had been taken from. I did not know this until I met with Serah a few days later and showed her some of the new books that I had gotten.  She picked up that particular one and said, "This is the book!  The one the mantra was taken from...."

Then, last night, she had a dream.  I had given her a crystal to match my own, It is clear quartz with the shape of the Star of David faceted into it. If you turn this side over, it is in a star shaped pyramid... for lack of a better explanation.  This configuration I have found to be very powerful.  I have used it to meditate and it was insanely intense, every time. 

Anyway, she was given special information about a ritual that the three of us are to do together.  She gave me the bare bones explanation of the working, which was all that she could remember, and I gave her information about what I believed it could all mean.  Then I settled into my own research on topic of my book.  I had not completely forgotten what Serah had discussed with me, but I had put it aside to research later.  However, when I opened my most recently acquired book, I found that the very information she was describing was contained within the pages.....

.....Synchronicity.....

Outcome = Uncertain

Today I am uncertain, and perhaps a bit emotional.  My SO is going to see a rheumatologist.  It is uncertain what he may expect, only that the possibilities before him do not look very good.  It is also uncertain, once he talks to a specialist, if he will know anything new, only that this doctor is well equipped to answer the questions as yet unanswered.

 I knew all of this going into my meditation.  I began burning frankincense and sat down to do the very same meditation that I did yesterday, because the results were so intense, and I felt I needed the boost in energies.  I was able to do the Middle Pillar very easily, not as easily as yesterday, but easier than most.  However, when I started to meditate on the tetragrammaton, I was unable.

As I said the first letter, Yud, my attentions went elsewhere entirely.  I became (that's right, became) a golden eagle.  (I had thought I was a hawk, until I google imaged and found out instead I was an eagle.)  I soared through the air and loved every minute of it.  I thought about never coming down, but then I landed on a tree.  The eagle that I was stopped listening to my thoughts when some small creature, probably a mouse, scampered below.  The eagle went after it.  Really great to be a bird of prey when I have been a vegetarian all my life, *she says sarcastically.*  Anyway, the lesson there is that there is a cycle to life, and it cannot be stopped.  We do not choose whether or not to participate, it is simply there.  Life will go on regardless, and the cycle will continue. 

That is not the end though.  My hollow bone ancestor and spirit guide, Sitting Eagle (yes of course, I get it) came to me and hugged me.  He wrapped a blanket about my shoulders and talked to me.  I asked him about my SO.  He said that he could not tell me that everything was/is going to be alright.  I don't know if this meant that he does not know, or whether he is unable to let me know at this times.  Whatever the case, we walked and I did not press him on the subject.

As we walked, we began to pass a countless long line of people doing various things, almost as if watching a move reel backward.  I surmised now that this was the line of my SO's ancestors, because we stopped when we came to a HUGE tree.  I mean, this tree was so big it could rival Yggdrasil.   Looking back, the tree had no leaves, but looked like it was dormant for winter.

Sitting Eagle looked at me and said, "Remember, energy can heal.  You must fill this tree with light."  I was stunned, "But, the tree is so big.  I am not ready. How can I do that?......"  I sat down to try, when the small alarm on my phone went off saying that I must prepare to work.

(interesting that all of this took place in an hour, but felt like 5 minutes...)